No shush (donīt you dare speak about things like that So they turn up in a hole, decorate it part by part they have to destroy something, so they start with their hearts & theyīre swinging to the metal & they sway into the night everything is normal, so everythings a fight. They have to live it as it is, dream it by the pound anything less would taste simple as it sounds she says, "itīs just a pasttime, itīs just like getting fat" he says, "no shush, donīt you dare speak about things like that..." So I wind up as a zero with nothing to lose I face it like a diamond a hundred faces to choose & I end up in a lounge, staring at a wall scared of standing up in case I might fall. I write it down on paper, itīs called my pont of view itīs still a load of rubbish, still nothing new I try to be a film, but turn out a photostat she says, " no shush donīt you dare speak about things like that..." & it goes on & on & on, somewhere it has to stop & you put your foot down into a kilometer drop itīs just a little hole, you saw it yesterday while you where cutting weeds after kneeling down to pray for the good times to come back, for the feeling to return but itīs just another memoir, another french word to learn & youīre reaching for the bottle, running a little fat he says, "no shush, donīt you dare speak about things like that