Brainchild
Dissolve into one persecution of compassion cold Sabbath a dying man in a dying room alone with a demon the souls of your indiscretions hold your rage he is the key that sets them free cold in his hell fear of failure so you were forged from the hammers of gods underhand glance reeks of vengeance insignificant alone his hell I can hear him thinking but I can't listen brainchild of humanity suffering through his intellect mental scarification treasonous thoughts and his demons shriek never to be thought of again until next time I taste it bitter and bland as watered betrayal sifts across my mind doors in the heavens lead to tunnels in the mind where brainchild wades through the pissfountain searching for his lost loves black shape of the nexus controlling force face of stone unflinching unheard unloved whore

Something wicked
My eyes sewn shut collaboration in the shadows armed with forked tongues damn your sinless grins and your hallowed existence I witnessed the charred remains of moralities grip propaganda has no emotion chaotic voices beckon from a burning pedestal perception dulls to apathy as you sleep my eyes are bleeding but my grin is stained as I ready myself for the killing time where you see beauty I see decay your virgin my slut the freaks is my reflection lesions leak scream you can't hear dripping thoughts and soul fuel the righteous stained skin scars of fervor bitter bile contempt blistering in envy grief of opinion a twisting reality exempt void of concept futility infected moral hate breeds the need to inflict suckle my faith strike with fluid precision twine to wrap life all militia prophesized inside the voice bellowed your screams are not but whispers outside your eyes attempt to break the tower trying to move the sun now bask in your glory so profound it no longer warms me there is no fault here there is no shame nursing the burns laughing as I bleed long cast from your cult waning memories of your love I found myself in your conviction there is pain in your insecurity my eyes sewn shut all scriptures are written in the blood of the defeated damn your sinless grins and your hallowed existence propaganda has no emotion

Annulment
Swallowed by depression pains expression cracks my face grasping at ghosts and shadows in my skull slipped through the hands of grace reality hammers my tears incite my vengeance this suffering has only just begun now I drown in the blurred passing of my life how will I ever forget this smash my eyes so as not to see what I've become inhaling an eternity exhaling broken dreams alone I've burned to long only the taste of your blood could put me to rest I will destroy your pedestal crucify your memory my nourishment from your life on your death I'll feast your joy no longer shared with the saints and martyrs I stand having blessed you with your final menstruation your swansong stains my face pacifying my soul dressed in your skin never again will we part

One and only
My guts burn you set them ablaze when you pulled them out you're not even here to feed the fire so why do they still burn not much left now smoldering ashes so whats to love you think you can hide from what you've done you think I can't smell your fear from a distance of 5 years an 600 miles it burns in my nostrils as my heart burns in my throat your time has come you will get yours I'll force you to bear witness to my pain that alone enough to set you insane I've held it all been conditioned to if it could be channeled into violence I'd eat your existence I have not the taste for the flesh of the innocent but yours father has made my mouth water pray citadel in the sky out of sight out of mind for what cause shall I fight in whose name name shall I exist who do I love whats is love what do you mean you don't know fuck

Shell
Echoes of rage shatter stone hate seeps through the cracks of wisdom molten tears of emptiness cracked wide open wretched inside out arcane fingers rip through my spine to find a way to my heart tear through the emptiness in search of forever flown away on wings of aggression lost in a cavernous tomb adorned with pride of the tribe of Judah twelve thousand were sealed I stand alone breathing time tormented shadows twist in agony at the tortured heaves of loves last breath the pain of what was bleeding the life out you'll never know the rage whit which I hate you'll never know the passion with which I love in my search cure becomes affliction a malignant infestation burrows through the soul hollow forsaken empty man the dust has life and the wind a soul still you carry your banner of perverted righteousness a crimson smile I stand alone breathing time

Cpai-75
Infantile bed wetter stew for the murder minded psychotic episodes bending numbers rise in my flesh count to three brace yourself close your eyes and call my name I am your Messiah at 106o followers enter my reality washed impure in the tears of the unloved now repelled by the stench of my true love blind incompetent bent on destroying the knowledge dance as they torment the dead the bed you set me in will give true sweet slumber live in infamy shapeless fury lies of victory enkindle my soul there is a time for bleeding there is a time for healing but there is no time to mourn see these images I paint on these walls surreal as they are they are my religion feel my stare at your window you can't see me but I'm there look upon the piss stained face of an angel and mend it's broken wing take my hand and be my new true love soaked in sin white knuckle holocaust disgust and triumph glass exile burning long progress so I will live as I have lived and I will live forever

The triumph
Perpetuate the sin of the fifth nothing is holy nothing is sacred begging the demons to surge kiss them on the mouth as the martyr is forgotten ascension through sacrilege forgotten benediction glorify embrace as all the angels in heaven weep take me away from here a man most abhorred to the gods my fists clench teeth grit I have witnessed your saviors demise I have watched you slice his throat and I have laughed bathe in infamy lust hypocrisy wretch

Eucharist
Oh the spirits cries sweet music set to the beat of a tormented heart complements the pain the soul dies Jesus wept the pain is what I live for it make me know I'm alive sharing in the misery of a thousand tortured minds my soul screams for the suffering of life with all my existence I embrace this twisted emotion passionately call me brother call me friend call me your son in my youth I gazed upon the basilisk I am stone this voiceless torment this suffering there is no greater love all paths chosen leading with twisted deception to the same place and as I go careening down that infinite black chasm hear me bellow amen

95
Darkness breaks the landscape pain rains down virgin flesh raped steal my anguish for your amusement pounding crushing pounding you know not what you do straining staining lifeforce draining shovel falls dirt covers evidence of pain if I could reach you I'd rip out your eyes crowd assembles and it's glass eyes steal my nakedness fascination bred with obsession lifes junction deaths dance crossroad littered with parasites coaxing my final breath structured world echoes into surreal images black wings angels rip my soul to shreds uriah fallen breath denied my missing leg rot you bastards this is not yours to observe there is no solitude there is no silence there is no integrity I am not your Christ I do not bleed for you

Cpai-76
Monument frozen stoned nodding grace has fallen entheogen elixir enhanced soul bliss peeling the black tar from the walls attempt to compress your gods I have flown on the wings of a dove sucked the life of a crescent moon I have lived between perceptions entheogen god like sweet sweet soul bliss cracking surface reflective skin rolling thoughts lust