Happiness and love - a tribute to Silvana.

Although words will never be enough to describe the wonderful person I have found on the other side of the world, I still have to try to put my thoughts and feelings in print.

Domingo, 15 de Agosto de 1999.
The countdown has started. 3 months and some days left. Before I met you I had heard the expression "to miss" and i thought I understood what it meant. I didn't. Now I really understand the meaning of "to miss"! Oh, I miss you! 'People can live far far away from eachother, but no distance can sepatarate hearts in love.'

Terça-feira, 17 de Agosto de 1999.
97 days til we meet again.... Counting every hour every minute, waiting, waiting. Heeeyyyy youuuuu!! You are so wonderful, I would wait for ever if I had too. 'Love is the only thing that increases when you are wasteful with it.'

Quinta-feira, 19 de Agosto de 1999.
95 days... Have I told you? I love you! You are my life and I need my life to live. 'I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you.'

Sábado, 21 de Agosto de 1999.
93 days... Thinking of you every minute. What are you doing, how are you dressed, where are you...? You are always here in my mind, in my heart! 'To live is to wait.'

Quarta-feira, 25 de Agosto de 1999.
89 days... I smell your perfume, I real your letters, I listen to your voice, I feel you in my hert. You are so much here Silvana! 'The sweetest of all sounds is that of the voice of the woman we love.'

Sexta-feira, 27 de Agosto de 1999.
86 days... No I have not counted wrong! You will come here one day earlier than we expected! I feel so much of you inside me Silvana! 'Where love leads, happiness follows.'

Domingo, 29 de Agosto de 1999.
84 days... The brain of a genius, the look of a photomodel. Silvana, you got it all! 'Are you for real? Do you exist? Yes you do, I feel your love.'

Quarta-feira, 01 de Septembro de 1999.
81 days... Silvana, with the words of a poet. Words that make you mmmmmmmmelt! 'I am a little little drop of water without you and with you I am an ocean'.

Sexta-feira, 03 de Septembro de 1999.
79 days... Oh my God! Wonderful, you are wonderful!! The phonecalls you do to me makes me walk the clouds! 'I miss you Par, I just wanted to hear your voice'.

Domingo, 05 de Septembro de 1999.
77 days... I love you! Feel the word, LOVE! I love you Silvana! I love everything about you! 'You are my fire, my only desire'.

Quarta-feira, 08 de Septembro de 1999.
74 days... Silvana, my love, my best friend, my hero, my life! You are everything to me! 'You make me complete, I need you to survive'.

Sexta-feira, 10 de Septembro de 1999.
72 days... One day, two days, three day... time pass slow when you wait for something like I wait for you my angel! But, I would wait a lifetime just to see you for an hour! Distance and time will never make my love for you any smaller. I will always love you with all of my heart! 'Crazy about you, love you like crazy, miss you like crazy. Crazy, crazy, crazy'.

Domingo, 12 de Septembro de 1999.
70 days... Talking with my love right now. I am in heaven. She makes me fly. I can't describe the feeling I feel now :-)!! 'When you touch me I feel the universe, when you talk to me I hear angels'.

Terça-feira, 14 de Septembro de 1999.
68 days... When the words are not enough, when the feeling of love is so enormous, you can only say one word, WOW! Silvana, you make me WOW! 'Tell me what you want me to do and I will do it a million times just for you'.

Quinta-feira, 16 de Septembro de 1999.
66 days... An angel living on earth, a saint among us ordinary people, my Silvana. 'Only love is real'.

Domingo, 19 de Septembro de 1999.
63 days... The happy feeling I feel when I think about you is so strong. The only thing better is to be with you for real. 'With eyes closed I can see you so clear, you are so beautiful, you are so near'.

Terça-feira, 21 de Septembro de 1999.
61 days... Exactly 2 months, 61 days, 1464 hours, 87840 minutes, 5270700 seconds! Then we will be together for ever. 'For ever seems like a too short time to be with you, I wish I could have more'.

Sexta-feira, 24 de Septembro de 1999.
58 days... 58 days til we meet again, 60 days since we last saw eachother. Now the future is more close than the passed! I have never been this much in love! 'To love you is like to dream the most wonderful dream and know that everything is for real'.

Domingo, 26 de Septembro de 1999.
56 days... Thank you internet, thank you telephone, thank you mail! Without this I could not survive. 'When I met you all of my dreams came true! You are fantastic, you are more than fantastic! You are Silvana!!'.

Terça-feira, 28 de Septembro de 1999.
54 days... My missing of you is so big, so very very big! Huge, enormous, gigantic!! But Silvana, my love for you is stronger! 'To change your life to lose your place in time (I am completly lost in time because of you)'.

Quinta-feira, 30 de Septembro de 1999.
52 days... More sweet than suger, more soft than silk, that's my Silvana! 'When I think about you I always smile, so I smile every second of my life!'.

Sábado, 02 de Outubro de 1999.
50 days... There is an angel living here on earth, she lives in Rio de Janeiro and she is mine, all mine! Wow, too good to be true!! 'I am flying, I am flying so high up in the sky, oh I am flying. I have the most wonderful fiancée in the world'.

Terça-feira, 05 de Outubro de 1999.
47 days... So many laughs, so many good laughs!! :-))) hehehe Noone makes me laugh like you do my love!! 'You bring me love, you bring me happiness, you bring me joy. Silvana, you bring me my life!'.

Quinta-feira, 07 de Outubro de 1999.
45 days... Kan jag få prata me Par, tack. How can you be so wonderful my angel!? Wow wow! You always do the best surprises to me! I love you! 'When every word is filled with love and every sentence is a declaration of endless love, then you are talking with my angel, Silvana'.

Sábado, 09 de Outubro de 1999.
43 days... Happy Birtdahy my love :-)!! Today is your big day my wonderful princess!! The whole world smiles to you! '30 years ago an angel was born, the world didn't know what a special day this would be, but now the world know, everybody know!'.

Segunda-feira, 11 de Outubro de 1999.
41 days... The most goodlooking woman in the world got a new haircut and got even more beautiful, wow, it is amazing! 'I know that true beauty comes from the inside, but when the outside is perfect too, can it be better than this?'.

Quarta-feira, 13 de Outubro de 1999.
39 days... Silvana, my treasure, today it is 6 months since we first met. Thank you for the most wonderful 6 months in my life! 'When you love someone so very much that it hurts when you are not together then you know how I feel'.

Sexta-feira, 15 de Outubro de 1999.
37 days... Oh my God Silvana! I feel your love so strong, so big! Every little letter you write is filled with love, every word you speak is spoken in the language of love! 'What do you do when the words are not enough to explain the big love you feel? I love you I love you I love you I love you'.

Domingo, 17 de Outubro de 1999.
35 days... Big big big big missing!! Time pass slow when you count every minute, when you know what a magic meeting you are waiting for! 'Silvana, I just adore you!! You are fantastic, amazing, wonderful. You are every mans dream and much much more'.

Terça-feira, 19 de Outubro de 1999.
33 days... Oh Silvana, so much love, so very very much love! You are so wonderful. You are amazing, fantastic! 'Silvana wrote: I will show you when we live together. Par just mmmmmmmmmmmelted'.

Quinta-feira, 21 de Outubro de 1999.
31 days... One month, only one more month of the big big missing! I miss you so my biscoito! 'My missing of you is so strong I can touch it, my love for you is even stronger, I can see it'.

Sábado, 23 de Outubro de 1999.
29 days... Less than one month! Oh Silvana, soon we will meet again! So very wonderful my angel! 'Even though you are not here, I only have to reach out my hand to touch your love, I feel it so very strongly'.

Segunda-feira, 25 de Outubro de 1999.
27 days... Silvana, you make me walk the clouds with all the love I feel from you! I am flying so high up in the sky! Our love is the greatest! 'Silvana wrote: So good you love me, my love. I love you too. Love love love love love Mmmmmmmmmmmelting:-)'.

Quarta-feira, 27 de Outubro de 1999.
25 days... I have the most good-hearted fiancée in the whole world, I have you Silvana! What have I done to deserve you? You are truly madly deeply wonderful! 'A parcel full of love just arrived here today and in 25 days there will come a woman full of love, mmmmmmmmmmelting again :-)'.

Sexta-feira, 29 de Outubro de 1999.
23 days... Sweet Intelligent Lovely Valuable Adorable Neat Amazing!! Silvana, my love! 'I listen to your voice and I get gooseskin, I look at your photos and my heart miss a beat, I think about that soon you will be here and my body is shivering!'.

Domingo, 31 de Outubro de 1999.
21 days... Just 21 more days of this big big waiting and missing. Soon my life can start! Soon I will be complete! 'I need you more than the air I breathe. You are my everything, my life! I am so addicted to you my angel'.

Quarta-feira, 03 de Novembro de 1999.
18 days... Silvana wrote "I can't stop think about you today!!! Oh my God!!!" What can you say? What can you do? I just adore you Silvana! 'When the love is so stong that you can touch it, then you know how I feel'.

Sexta-feira, 05 de Novembro de 1999.
16 days... The most goodlooking and beautiful woman in the world is also the best computer-programmer you can find!! Unbelievable! 'I just adore you Silvana! I adore everything about you, your looks, your voice, your brain, your backside of the knee....'.

Domingo, 07 de Novembro de 1999.
14 days... My love for you has no limits, I love you more and more and more for every second! Oh my God! You are wonderful, so amazing, so fantastic! 'When you say hmhmhm in the phone my heart miss a beat, I hope my heart is strong enough when we meet again'.

Quarta-feira, 10 de Novembro de 1999.
11 days... Silvana, you are so sweet and wonderful, you are amazing! I just adore you! 'You tell me you love me like crazy, I tell you I love you too. Oh it is so good to feel the true love'.

Quinta-feira, 11 de Novembro de 1999.
10 days... Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom! What is that? A giant walking? No, it is Pars heart beating for Silvana! 'You make me feel good when I am down, you make me happy when I am sad, you are my life, my wife!'.

Sábado, 13 de Novembro de 1999.
8 days... Wow wow wow wow wow wow soon soon soon soon soon!! The most wonderful, beautiful and lovely woman in the universe will soon be here in my house! 'If I had one drop of water for each time I thought about you, the Atlantic ocean would be mine by now'.

Domingo, 14 de Novembro de 1999.
7 days... Silvana, you are truly madly deeply the most wonderful person in universe! I love you so much and it feels so good to know that you love me too! 'You are the sweetest. No, you are the sweetes. Ok, we are the sweetest'.

Segunda-feira, 15 de Novembro de 1999.
6 days... Close, so close, it has never been more close to the big magic meeting! I feel so much love for you and so much love from you! 'I just called to say I love you. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmelting!!'.

Terça-feira, 16 de Novembro de 1999.
5 days... More close for every second that pass. More and more love inside my body. I love you with all of my heart and soul! 'I need your precence and love today, you told me. I hope you can feel it my love, I feel yours so very much'.

Quarta-feira, 17 de Novembro de 1999.
4 days... Closer, closer. Wow wow wow I feel you so much! I feel your big big love Silvana! Mmmmmmmelting! 'I miss you like crazy, time move slow. I love you like crazy, my love glow'.

Quinta-feira, 18 de Novembro de 1999.
3 days... Oh my God, so close now! I love you more and more and more! I feel your love so strongly inside my body, it is a wonderful feeling! 'I love you, I miss you! Oh how a little message from you can make my heart beat bum bum bum bum bum bum! Mmmmmmelting!'.

Sexta-feira, 19 de Novembro de 1999.
2 days... Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum so very very close! Oh my God I love you so enormously much Silvana! Puuuuuuuh you are so wonderful! 'The big big missing is in the end now, soon my life will start, my life with the most lovely angel in heaven'.

Sábado, 20 de Novembro de 1999.
1 day.... Wow wow wow Silvana, only 1 day more then we be together for ever and ever and ever and ever and... I love you with all of my body and soul! 'Silvana said '... and then I will start my trip to heaven!' My heart stoped to beat and then beat fast like a drum'.

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